Today I sent e-mails to all the organizations I know I’m a member of, telling them that I’m leaving. I’ve been having mixed feelings about organizations for a while now, but when my Higher Self told me that being a member of these organization was not only not aligned with, but even detrimental to my soul’s Highest Path and Purpose, I decided to leave. According to my HS, there are organizations that are aligned to be a member of, but I have yet to find any.

It was very weird to send the e-mail to Norsk Målungdom and Miljøpartiet Dei Grøne, because  those were my favourite organizations, and NMU was my first serious one. I still agree with the organizations. I want everyone in Norway to choose Nynorsk over Norskdansk, even though there are some evil plans that intend to ruin Nynorsk once and for all – that’s how I see it, anyway. Even though voting in elections is not aligned with my soul’s HPP, it’s not detrimental either, so I will still vote for MDG. And of course I’ll still wear the T-shirts. :)

Rosine and I are no longer in a relationship. We broke up two days before New Year’s Eve. Now that I feel more at peace with it, I’m writing a blog post about it.

Our relationship was not aligned with her Highest Path and Purpose, or anything else, really. On the contrary – it was detrimental to it. She had a bad gut feeling about it for some time, and we both agreed that breaking up was the best decision, but it was hard. I spent the following days trying to focus on other things, yet kept thinking about the memories she gave me.

We both still love each other very much, and that’s what makes it difficult. It would have been much easier if we hated each other. I love her enough to let her go, though. I see her as a very good friend more than I see her as my ex-girlfriend. No matter how much it sucked, we had to do it. I’m certain we made the right decision, even though it’s sad.

Rosine and I are – in our own words – wonderful, amazing and awesome, and we will probably love each other forever, even if we never see each other again. We’ve spent barely a year together, yet I’ve never felt so close to anyone. It was an incredibly good year, and that means a lot coming from me – this lifetime has been very good most of the time, so far. I hope we can have an aligned relationship in another lifetime, or even in this one.

No matter the circumstances, I enter this new decade as an optimist.

For quite some time now, I’ve been connecting to my Higher Self (my soul). I’ve been planning to write a short blog post about it, but I’ve felt that I knew too little. I still know little, but I want to write it anyway. :)

I bought Unlock Your Intuition, because Rosine recommended it, and started trying to connect. First, I had to do a ritual with a candle five days in a row. Then, I purchased a pendulum at a store in the long, bowed building by Domkyrkja in Oslo, and then cleared it by washing it in cold, then warm running water three times. I programmed it by asking it to show me ‘yes’ and ‘no’, as well as ‘undecided’, but I’ve hardly ever gotten that last one. Then, I started working on the exercises in the book, and although I was kinda skeptical in the beginning (actually, I still am sometimes), the answers made sense – especially the fact that I didn’t just get random answers on percentages.

I was very tempted to (and I did a couple of times) ask the same question twice in a row when I wasn’t sure the answer was right. That would mean that my subconscious mind would answer instead, because my HS would consider the question answered and give it to my subconscious. I’ve learned that the best thing to do is to simply trust that the answer is correct.

I’ve just started an exercise in which I’ll ask my HS at least 20 questions per day for two weeks. That seems like a lot, but it’s so interesting that I have no problem with it. I’ve asked about previous lifetimes today, and if you’re wondering, I’ve apparently never been a Viking. ;)

Maybe I’ll write more about this topic as I learn more. I’ll probably get some interesting experiences, and I think I will benefit tremendously from connecting to my HS. :)

I had about two days where I failed to stick to the pattern, but now I’m used to it. :) The trial is a success!

I recently started meditating and then journaling first thing in the morning, sometimes between going to the toilet and eating breakfast. Now, since I can’t think of a better trial, I will meditate and journal as I have been doing for about a week or so already, except now it’s a trial.

Here are the rules:

• Meditating for as long as I feel like, gradually going longer as I get better. (I’m currently doing two minutes, but starting tomorrow, I’ll do at least three.)
• Journaling for at least fifteen minutes – constant writing.

That’s it. :)

An update about going barefoot, now that I’m writing anyway:

I’m still walking barefoot. Last Friday I jumped over the edge of the pavement thing at the parking lot by the Kiwi store at Kringsjå, and landed in the leaves. I also landed on a broken bottle neck, cutting myself, but I didn’t realize before I got home. I wore shoes for three days – when I did go out, that is. I felt like Minotaurus, wearing those hooves. :S I found it hard and uncomfortable to walk with shoes, so I will try to avoid it as much as I can. My wound is almost completely gone, so I walk without shoes, fearing no infection anymore. :)