I’m going to try a (dangerous) reward tactic instead of the failed punishment. I’m going to allow myself to have rice and beans – ONCE! Rice (brown) and beans are an addiction of mine, and I have impressed myself in staying away from them in the past – that was the hardest part of going raw. Now I’ll use it as a tactic to keep me going for five consecutive nights and days, and then allow myself to taste it again.
Night (am):
I wrote the wrong file path, and thus didn’t wake up. :( Now I’ve made an alias. It’s tested and works. Why didn’t I do that before?
Morning:
I slept ~5 min. at the “wake” bus, but it wasn’t continually, so I don’t know if it even matters.
Day:
I had nothing to do, and I was all alone, so I slept for ~5–10 min. in the study area at school. Sleeping at school sucks because it’s so uncomfortable. As usually I slept wonderfully at both buses.
Evening:
I had my best raw meal ever! Mashed avocado, salad, and mushrooms with olive oil and salt, everything mixed well together.
I’m going to try a (dangerous) reward tactic instead of the failed punishment. I’m going to allow myself to have rice and beans - ONCE! Rice (brown) and beans are an addiction of mine, and I have impressed myself in staying away from them in the past - that was the hardest part of going raw. Now I’ll use it as a tactic to keep me going for five consecutive nights and days, and then allow myself to taste it again. Night (am): I wrote the wrong file path, and thus didn’t wake up. :( Now I’ve made an alias. It’s tested and and works. Why didn’t I do that before? Morning: I slept for ~5 min. at the “wake” bus, but it wasn’t continually, so I don’t know if it even matters. Day: I had nothing to do, and I was all alone, so I slept for ~5-10 min. in the study area at school. Sleeping at school sucks because it’s so uncomfortable. As usual, I slept wonderfully on both buses. Evening: I had my best raw meal ever! Mashed avocado, salad, and mushroom with olive oil and salt, everything mixed well together.